Post by penguincat on Apr 22, 2012 5:28:36 GMT -5
I don't really have other forums I visit where I can ask for advice so yeahs.
As some of you can tell by the rant thread's size I'm not really what you would call happy very often. Normally when I am something bad happens. Like something says no penguincat no happy for you.
So in the last few week and a week I have gotten bored of one person. This is what he said about me on facebook after I left. (note I used to subscribe to him on youtube.)
The guy: Usually not fussed when people unsub but Penguincat was the guy who literally GOT me my capture card, no idea why he left, was a really nice guy. Seriously is a shame D:
A reply from someone else: Maybe something happened to his account? Or did he message you and legit just tell you he's unsubbing?
The guy: Nope just up and left, removed me from skype, steam and everything. Just really, really odd.. Pretty sure I didn't do anything I don't always do video-wise.
Some person who replied before: Huh, that is kinda strange. Sorry bro. :/
I saw a lot of potential in the guy so I donated him some money so he could buy a less stressful capture card. (his one would crash and blue screen.) (He also reminded me of what I was like 8 years ago.)
But now he is getting a youtube partnership. So I did also feel he no longer needed me around. That id try and repeat with someone else.
Now today I feel like deleting myself from a few places. eg deleting accounts from ustream, justintv, facebook, youtube, and my twitter. Anything that I have mentioned the name penguincat basically.
Why you ask? Well the thing any time I am unhappy over something that's what I do. I try and delete every trace of me.
Kinda why I have gone though several msn email addresses. even Yahoo messenger accounts.
I changed my username to penguincat because well crap happened and I wanted to change identities.
Why is it that I decide, you know what bye bye?? Like I messaged the guy I left on youtube I get sick of things people, games, tv shows you name it super easily.
My longest friend on the internet is like ~4 years. Even then its rarely that we talk. Last I heard they were moving again and wouldn't be getting the internet for a while. From all the spamzors on facebook I guess they are back.
The current thing is I found this cute girl and started talking to for a while now. She is like perfect. Today that I find out she has a boyfriend never mentioned to me that she had one.
Even though I had no shot with her anyway she lives a world away. (Also I don't think its even worth looking for a relationship at all my longest one is like 2 months the other 2 where 1 month.)
I used to care if some girl would got a partner but now its like meh whatever. If I felt lied to then block and do something else. But really seems odd that for some reason her relationship is so secretive.
Now I feel like the typical idiot. Well if there was a rocket to the sun leaving tomorrow id say yes I'll go. Maybe I can ask NK about being in their missile program.
So yeah what do I do differently? I'm half tempted to talk less to everyone as not to bother anyone as things never end well.
As some of you can tell by the rant thread's size I'm not really what you would call happy very often. Normally when I am something bad happens. Like something says no penguincat no happy for you.
So in the last few week and a week I have gotten bored of one person. This is what he said about me on facebook after I left. (note I used to subscribe to him on youtube.)
The guy: Usually not fussed when people unsub but Penguincat was the guy who literally GOT me my capture card, no idea why he left, was a really nice guy. Seriously is a shame D:
A reply from someone else: Maybe something happened to his account? Or did he message you and legit just tell you he's unsubbing?
The guy: Nope just up and left, removed me from skype, steam and everything. Just really, really odd.. Pretty sure I didn't do anything I don't always do video-wise.
Some person who replied before: Huh, that is kinda strange. Sorry bro. :/
I saw a lot of potential in the guy so I donated him some money so he could buy a less stressful capture card. (his one would crash and blue screen.) (He also reminded me of what I was like 8 years ago.)
But now he is getting a youtube partnership. So I did also feel he no longer needed me around. That id try and repeat with someone else.
Now today I feel like deleting myself from a few places. eg deleting accounts from ustream, justintv, facebook, youtube, and my twitter. Anything that I have mentioned the name penguincat basically.
Why you ask? Well the thing any time I am unhappy over something that's what I do. I try and delete every trace of me.
Kinda why I have gone though several msn email addresses. even Yahoo messenger accounts.
I changed my username to penguincat because well crap happened and I wanted to change identities.
Why is it that I decide, you know what bye bye?? Like I messaged the guy I left on youtube I get sick of things people, games, tv shows you name it super easily.
My longest friend on the internet is like ~4 years. Even then its rarely that we talk. Last I heard they were moving again and wouldn't be getting the internet for a while. From all the spamzors on facebook I guess they are back.
The current thing is I found this cute girl and started talking to for a while now. She is like perfect. Today that I find out she has a boyfriend never mentioned to me that she had one.
Even though I had no shot with her anyway she lives a world away. (Also I don't think its even worth looking for a relationship at all my longest one is like 2 months the other 2 where 1 month.)
I used to care if some girl would got a partner but now its like meh whatever. If I felt lied to then block and do something else. But really seems odd that for some reason her relationship is so secretive.
Now I feel like the typical idiot. Well if there was a rocket to the sun leaving tomorrow id say yes I'll go. Maybe I can ask NK about being in their missile program.
So yeah what do I do differently? I'm half tempted to talk less to everyone as not to bother anyone as things never end well.